Hmmh.

Hi :0

I'd like to ramble. Here's some pictures I made for my Steam account avatars. It's a cool little project I've been spending time with.

Posted 'em just so that you didn't come here for nothing.

:d

I've been thinking of the times I wanted to be something in the music industry. Nothing big or special. Just a silly dream of mine.

I had an excelent private quitar teacher and the flow that is needed to impovise music. I even played in some school concerts.

I was 14-17 years old.

This was one of the biggest decissions I ever made. I still enjoy playing quitar. But I don't do it to improve, but to have fun. There's a big difference ain't there?

I started to prefer drawing simply because I could train it alone and without bothering anyone.

But my appreciation towards music that developed during the quitar classes never changed.

And now I have created the perfect balance beetween music and art to make something worthwhile.

So thank you.

Great. I  managed to make it sound akward.

I'm gonna go now. 

Steady, as she goes.

Top o' the mornin' to ya!

Had to pull the all nighter for this one. Finished just a moment ago.

I'm pretty happy how this project came out. She looks a bit older than I meant though. Nothing wrong with that I guess.

the posture is simple and there's a lack of lighting effects.

The head is meant to have this illusion that it's upward by shadowing it and placing eyes, nose and mouth more up than normal.

The lips break the illusion a little. Needs to be a tad bigger.

Here's the thing. I feel like I'm disrespectful if I overdo certain bodyparts. Balance is something I need to work on as well.

So be it.

So I started watching Black Sails from netflix. It's a pretty darn good series, it is it is.

Some of the characters are there just to show that this show also supports equality.

If you know what I mean.

Otherwise good characters, good story and a great pirate atmosphere.

Wonder if atmosphere is a word...

The struggle.

Dear art. Why must you be so hard?

-Tuukka

Ok so here's the thing. I was going to show off to be the guy who only has good days with art. Well, I don't.

I have huge problems with human anatomy and perspectives. I posted two pictures today so my self-confidence wouldn't crumble to dust.

My back hurts already for the thought alone that I'd have to pick it up and construct it again.

That text next to the girl with the face is a joke. It contains a typo and it mocks people who put text next to their art all the time to prove they're special.

..What?

The reason I put the perspective picture here is that I need to grow up. And that includes me putting stuff on the internet that I'm insecure about.

That's dumb and unreasonable. Right? The thing is. I am ashamed of doing art. I don't talk about it. This is my way of practising to be proud of what I do

I'll probably delete that picture tomorow...



Uhh.. You can click the pictures to make them bigger.



Waiting for tomorrow.

Scary and pretty dope at the same time.

Uhh. Testing, testing. This one might be too big. It's wallpaper size.

Welp, I certainly liked making this one. The title says it all. It's a bit too indimitating for my style. I rarely have any idea what's what before starting to draw. Music and imagination just do their job.

So in other words, this is what was on top of my mind.

I'm not an arsonist!

Haha... ;__;

Inspiration is from this song: The Protomen: Light Up The Night


Give it a shot maybe? If you like Bonnie Tyler, this is your jam.

Hmmh.. I wonder if I should develop a watermark of some sort. Then again that sounds super selfish.

I got lucky the hand didn't fit. I hate drawing 'em. Way too complex.

Just in case anyone is interested, I use Wacom cintiq, 13". Please give me money. I'm broke.

Isn't that how this works?

Thank you for visiting.

Bruh.

I tell you. Making a change is tricky business. I wonder sometimes if people ever stop to think something like: "What íf we're wrong? What if we end up hurting more people than we end up helping? What if we start something we cannot finish?"

Lemme tell you a story.

It was a dark and stormy night.

Also, freezing. Go figure.

"Aight lissn up. It's freezing outside. We gotta let the inhabitants of the forest to come inside or they'll all die."

"Bruh I got this. Let me open the door."

The inhabitants start to flood in.

"Thank you", says a rabbit.

The creatures inside feel good about themselves. Life is good.

Then the livingroom starts to overflow.  

"Don't even worry about it. Kitchen got this."

Then the kitchen starts to overflow.

Some wolves slip in. They start to eat stuff.

"bruh don't even worry about it. I bet if we throw enough carrots at the wolves they will turn vegan."

The wolves don't turn to vegan.

The rabbits start to starve because all the carrots are gone.

"Ok. Lets bail. It aint that cold outside anyway. It's just our imagination. Cowboy up. Why do I always have to do the hard lifting?"

PS. If that one buss driver who let me take my bicycle with me even though it was against some rule ever reads this, I salute you.

Seagull wings.

-You wanna know how it happened? Sure thing, it's not like we don't have all the time in the world, right?

-Haha, that's the spirit!

-It's been atleast a decade or so. I'm not certain, haven't kept a track of time. We traveled with boats back then. The technology used was still so unstable that every liftoff could turn sour in mere seconds.

-People I worked with back then lived so far away, I had no other choise but boats. The secure way of traveling was way too expensive. Only a chosen few could afford it.

-We had a meeting in a cafe nearby. Couple of million kilometers away.

-World was on a verge of change again. Seagull wing essence that fueled the motors of the cheap boats had been illegal for a while though.

- Gathering that nasty stuff was our only income. What did they expect?

-Seagulls were only good for getting in the way of the wings of the boats and screwing innocent travellers up anyway. Happened more than once a day.

-The rich didn't care. The media was bought blind.

-Well, it is what it is.

-When I arrived everyone had already gathered up. The whole crew.

-The police arrived after 20 minutes or so.

 -Three of us carried guns. Everyone knew putting up any resistance would be a suicide.

-Everyone started panicking and ran for their lives as the police opened fire. 

 - I got an arrow to the knee.

-The lucky ones who didn't die right away, scattered.

-Honestly, I woulda done the same.

-For some reason the police didn't finish me off.

-But now it's your turn. What are you in for?

"Yo. Why is skinny ass hulk making letters with his fingers?"

 Because I thought it would look cool.

Our demo team needed a logo. This is a design I came up with after running some ideas through my fellow Finger Saladians.

Our team is called Finger Salad. We make games. Yo.

 

I did it :D

Hello! D:

I changed the song.

It's one of my favourites at the moment: SMLE ft. Helen Tess - It'll Be Okay 

I have a confession though. I went trough the song 2 times in the drawing process. I'm so sorry.

So why a frog? 

Listen.

I was hungry okay?

anyway, 

I can count with one hand all the songs as positive as -It'll be Okay- that I know of. The song ain't at all cheesy either. Gotta love genuinelly good music artists.

Uhh.. 

I wonder if it was a mistake to start this blog with a Finnish post. I wonder how people find small fry bloggers.

 

A quote.

Dear diary.

I read a book.

First of all i'm pretty sure it's read not readed(?)
I'm very sorry if untrue.

The book is Shadow of the Hegemon by Orson Scott Card. It's following the Ender lore.
I recomend it to everyone.

So I found this in the book:

""Intellectual community," said Mrs. Wiggin scornfully. "America's intellectual community has never been very bright. Or honest. They're all sheep, following ' whatever the intellectual fashion of the decade happens to be. Demanding that everyone follow their dicta in lockstep. Everyone has to be open-minded and tolerant of the things they believe, but God forbid they should ever concede, even for a moment, that someone who disagrees with them might have some fingerhold on truth."
She sounded bitter.
"I sound bitter," she said."

Dear propably fictional Mrs. Wiggin. Thank you for putting into words what's up.

Also, I'd like to point out its not only America.

Anyway, I tried to draw a frog today but it failed. I think it's the eyes. I can't get them right. I need new music. Got irritated and bored and gave up after some time.

Yes, hello.

I know I posted yesterday and this pace is ridiculous.

I think I finally decided what I'm going to do with this blog.

First of all, as much english as possible. Sorry for the typos and shenanigans.

(secretly I'm not sorry at all.)

So I do this thing. I start to listen to a song, I go through it couple of times. Then I start to draw. Here are the rules:

-before hitting play, make a background, choose one color and one brush
-hit play
-draw whatever
-song stops, drawing stops.
-do not use any other color or tool, including eraser while drawing.

Doing stuff like this makes me consentrate 100% to something that isn't at all important. This way I can avoid my responisbilities. It's cool beans.

I heard that some people do sports so they can do the same.  Profoundly doing nothing important.

Today I chose to listen to Led Zeppelin - In my time of dying. The live version that is in the Celebration Day album.

Uhh, to be clear, I don't think that only old music is worth listening to. So please don't consider me being a hipster.

I rarely publis anything. I hope this isn't a huge mistake. 

Ei kouluasioita

Onneksi nimesin blogini koulublogiksi, niin kukaan ei hämmenny, että kirjoitan jostain aivan muusta.

Teen tämän muuten vain, koska käskettiin.

Alunperin mietin, että kaikkein helpointa olisi kirjoittaa kouluasioista, sitten tajusin että joku voisi suuttua siitä. Ei oo helppoo.

Löysin netistä semmosen kuvan missä oli oven kahvassa lappu jossa luki "Come in, i'm already disturbed." Se oli ihan jees homma. Sitten tajusin, että ulko-ovessani ei ole ovenkahvaa ja en toisaalta halua, että porukkaa alkais ykskaks lappaamaan sisään kun.. no.. pelaan. Ei sillä että ketään tulisi. Varmuuden vuoksi jätin asian sikseen.

Muistaako kukaan sitä novellia missä jäbä piti yksinpuhelua ja aina välissä oli tämä:

*Koff*.

Se oli aika siisti novelli, aattelin että vois toimia meikälläkin. *Koff*:n sijaan efektisä vois lukea vaikka "*haha*."

Se ei välttämättä ollu muuten novelli, ko joku muu.

Okei jees kokeillaas sitä.

Taas on jääkaappi tyhjä. Rahaa olisi vaikka millä mitalla, mutta kauppa on ulkona. Ja ulkona on kylmä. Taitaa taas olla nuudelipäivä.

*haha*.

Vesi kiehu kasarikattilan yli ja nuudeleissa on liikaa mausteita. Kukaan tärkeä ei streamaa.

*haha*.

Vois koittaa jos inspais pelata jotain. Vapaa-aikani koostuu pelaamisesta tai pelaamisen katsomisesta sekä kotiläksyistä, joita yritän laiminlyödä parhaani mukaan. 

*haha*.

Joo okei ihan hyvin toimii mun mielestä, tosi positiiviset vibat.

I played some videogames today.